Funny!

I had a lot of laughs in school today. Though always with the same person

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Okay, Fazlyn and I recently watched a commercial. It was hilarious! At least to her and me.

Have you seen this Godrej dvd player before? No? You sure?

Well I must say they are really creative and comical to think of such a commercial to promote a dvd player. So far, that commercial is one of the "other" commercials that made me laugh like a mad woman. Of course, I had to share this joy with someone, so I did! With Fazlyn and my Brother! :D

Have none of you gone to youtube just to search for hilarious commercials? NO? ..shame..

Anyway, here's the commercial! See i'm saving you guys from the pain of having to search for it. :)




Isn't it funny? I'm amazed at how clever indians can get in getting such funny commercials.

:D:D give yourself a 'haha'!

An update

I haven't really been posting, not because there's simply nothing interesting going on in my life, but because I completely have no mood to post it. Or to put it in a simpler way, I'm just lazy.

I had my cross country last thursday, 20 march 2008, and it was an alright scene. I didn't do well for it, I certainly didn't get into the top 100, let alone top 20 but at least i didn't stop for the whole run. ...Okay, i did... for 10 seconds.. I swear! It was only 10 seconds!! I counted~ :)



Anyway, my house didn't need me to win the cross country in order for it to be the champion among all the houses in the school. 'Cause it became champion this year without me winning anything at all! :) Can you sense my joy in my house becoming champion? ... Of course you can't sense it! I'm happy for my house AND a little disappointed i didn't do anything to help. But still, just read the "happy" parts.



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I'm not the good girl type that will go home after the run, well, i'm just not that type that will pass up a chance to hang out after. I watched step-up 2 with fazlyn and enjoyed it. A little irritated at the start of the show though... because some "kids" behind me and fazlyn were in their own conversation for some time. A little irritating, especially after one of them said they knew when to shut up. Right... Do they really?



Before the movie, however, i terribly lost my mood. We were queing up to buy chicken rice from this stall, and well.. we were given bad service. Ugh! If i know karate I won't be that "chicken" to fight. REALLY! Service from some stalls nowadays are terrible. If fazlyn wasn't muslim, i wouldn't put up with them. Jurong point should really set up another muslim food centre area in it. ..... Never mind.... It's in the past~~



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These past few days, I have been taking photographs....with my handphone's camera.. so it's not really that good. I always have to edit the photographs and make the lighting look nicer and well, blur the background and all. ..Anyway, here are some of my photographs. Do take note, that i'm only 16 and am using my handphone's camera so it might not be that nice. I'm most definitely not professional, but am hoping to be a photographer~ but we'll see. :)

That's all then. :)
I'll update another post real soon! :D

i've no interest

I've lost my interest in doing school work.
I just feel like giving it up and just be the freeloader i am.
I don't why but i'm feeling rather depressed nowadays, when i take showers i sit in there just letting the water run over me.

Right now, i have these homework assignments of mine and i'm so reluctant to touch them, let alone finish them. And, i have to hand them up by tomorrow.

This cruel 'no-interest' phase-in-life-that-i'm-going-through is just brutish towards me. AH! Even blogging, i have no interest. I think i'm turning into this emo-tic bitch! and that's not great!!!

I'm sorry i have to leave

the march holidays

The march holidays are over!!
unfortunately, my homework aren't done at all.

I have to do it after this post of mine.

Anyway, the march holidays are over in just one swift blink of an eye. AH!
It's really awful knowing that tomorrow there's school again, having to wake up at 5.30 in the morning is a torture!

I went out with my friends in the holidays.
Two days spent with fazlyn and one day spent with kristen.
Okay, I went out with TWO friends in the holidays.

I was supposed to go out with shirley and mink too, but didn't confirm the whole thing and i couldn't go out in the end. I was also supposed to go out with ryan but that guy, ughh, let's not go there. Also was supposed to go out with bairavi to go to church, but i couldn't make it as well. Was supposed to go out with brian too, but i didn't find the time to sms him saying i'm free. So basically i was sort of busy the whole week. I said SORT OF lah
So sorry to you guys! Except.. ryan~ he 'pangseh-ed' me. grr.

I kind of forgot my point for making this post. wait.. i just wanted to post.. didn't i?

FNN is such a horrible subject, I regret..

choosing it for my 6th subject!

Having to do the coursework sucks big time. I'm in just no mood to do any coursework for this year, however I have to do it or else i'll never be able to go to polyclinic. I'll end up in ITE, the place i dreaded going to. Ugh, hope that don't happen.

I pray to gods that i'll pass my 5 subjects and not go to ITE.
A1, A2, B3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have nothing to say

Lately, I have completely nothing to blog about.

I still get my regular ups and downs since after all, I'm having that time of the month now. It's a good thing it's during the holidays but tomorrow i have to go to school and i know I'll be wondering if it went through my undergarments and stained my skirt. I'm not that good at this stuff even though I'm a girl. Yes It's a sad thing of mine.

Anyway, I just wanted to update my blog even though I have none to say.

Something happened between them, and i keep having this feeling that i was pulled in though i know nuts about it. Ugh, maybe I'm just thinking too much. Hope things go fine anyway.

Things have been fine nowadays

I pray every night hoping that the next day would be like a breeze to me. I want nothing to happen, nothing so drastic it'll make me cry, just nothing. Apparently, it works for me. It's been smooth for the past week. I just wanted to reach the weekends so that I can relax at home and not worry a thing.

Then again, my happiness or 'satisfied moods' are short-lived. Sadness is coming around the corner. I'm not going to further think about it, I'll be just me.

I do want to meet more people though, but I think i can only do that when I'm finally 'fine'(I'm the only one that knows what's this about).


hopefully the rest of the days for this year remains this smooth, I'll survive then.

only 2 more days

There's only 2 days left before the school holidays ending this term starts. I don't think I can type out this elated feeling I have now just thinking about it. Yes, I dislike school because people in that school have hurt me deeply and I horribly want the time to go faster.

However, in contrast, I also want the time to go slower so that I can enjoy this year with Bernadette(my house's maid). Her contract ends next year April. NOT EVEN PASSING MY BIRTHDAY!!!! UGH!!!

When I get ignored by that some people I don't wish to talk about, I get hurt inside though I kept covering it up inside me telling myself it's fucking nothing. I think when somebody hurts me as bad as it was last Friday, I think I'll cry a motherfucking load of tears again. Unfortunately for me, no one really will understand the fact that I AM A FUCKING SENSITIVE GIRL. So, they go ahead and stab deeper seeing as the blood oozing out of my heart is oblivious to them. I'm just counting down the days till O level starts, then I'm sure to not talk much in school because I'll totally occupy my brain, myself with revisions.

UGH! It still hurts inside. Honestly, I have no idea what i came off as for people to treat me like this. Then again, there could have been some badmouthing that took place but I really shouldn't care. The more I care, the more it'll come back and spit at me on the face.



I really should try and make new friends, better ones that bothers to find my point of view as well.

school? it's more like this hell hole they made

I'm a little stressed over school right now. So many work to do, yet so little time. Actually, well there were a lot of time for things to be done but I'm the master of all procrastination so naturally time ran out.

I'm totalling rushing up my 'phrase book' for english right now, and yet I'm on blogger blogging. What a great rolemodel, right? (audience applause in agreement) Haha! Right, like that will happen. 'Phrase book' for english? I don't even know whether I really had to pass it up by today, monday, but I didn't bring it so I can't really do anything. Hopefully, I still can pass it up tomorrow, tuesday.

Anyway, today was a breeze. Yes, I'm slowly moving on. It's really great. Hopefully tomorrow is another good day. I pray for it every night, anyway.



I'm not really that busy nowadays

hurt me once, twice and many more

I'd start of with
I'm sorry
..though i have really no idea why I'm apologizing.

However, this would be the last time I am going to apologize when i never did anything at all. I'm sick of always asking whether people are mad at me or whether it's me. Yes, i do that and no, i didn't copy people. I'm like that by nature and so are the others. Anyway, as i was saying, I plan to chuck away that awful habit i incurred. If people choose to see me as the 'bad' guy, without taking my side of the story, then fine. I've done some thinking during this weekend, and I've thought it through. I don't get to live twice, so I better stop brooding of things that i have no control of and i better stop being so desperate and such. I've chosen to move on and be that strong person i claim to be.

I don't want to be this coward, that i am now. A friend said that I'm just finding myself now, that's why I'm in such a wreck. That friend, might be right. btw, i'm thankful towards her, she was there when i needed someone to cry to. If she wasn't, i'd probably have fallen into this pit of sadness i made myself. thanks again.

Yes, on Friday, I was depressed. Things, too personal to put in here.
I gave out bucketful of tears that day - when i reached home, let it flow on that cold hard floor i lay on while i cried. I think that was the first i cried so much about such matters. I may not have much friends in school, but I'm just 17, there are people that told me there were others that would come by in the future. I have to believe that, and move on and not care much about it.

Just a thing bothers me so much, I have no idea what i did to make such dislike me so. Then again, I think I would rather stay in this deluded world i created for myself so i wouldn't hurt further.

No, I am most certainly not trying to gain any pity. I am not that type, but only someone who bothers to understand me would get that to their head. I'll be good and forget it, there are others.

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On a happier note because I'm not this depressed-moody bitch all the time,
I went to a dinner party with my parents, Bernadette and Girly. I enjoyed it and managed to forget my problem, until of course, I had to wait for the food to arrive.


Ugh, kill me.