Things have been fine nowadays

I pray every night hoping that the next day would be like a breeze to me. I want nothing to happen, nothing so drastic it'll make me cry, just nothing. Apparently, it works for me. It's been smooth for the past week. I just wanted to reach the weekends so that I can relax at home and not worry a thing.

Then again, my happiness or 'satisfied moods' are short-lived. Sadness is coming around the corner. I'm not going to further think about it, I'll be just me.

I do want to meet more people though, but I think i can only do that when I'm finally 'fine'(I'm the only one that knows what's this about).


hopefully the rest of the days for this year remains this smooth, I'll survive then.